Archive for July, 2005

booo!!!!!yay!!!!lame!!!!!

Saturday, July 9th, 2005

ahh!!! gone so crazy!!!! dang art takes so much time to finish.. haix.. hmmm.. went out with my cousin today!!! watch fantastic 4!!!! omg!!! thwe fire guy is sooo cute n farnie!!! haix.. if onli.. hmmm..what is life without love? the moment i try not to think of you, i think of you more. is this love? or is this infactuation? if onli i knew what is going on with my life. whether its screwing up or it is screwed already. 40 pts!!! where cani go? no where!!!! if onli.. if onli my love life is answered. if onli i was what i could be. if onli i di what i could b4 i onli had the choice to regret, move on and try harder. why is it that life cant be easy? why why why??? im so confused over everything. reletionships, studyies, what is really stress, etc!!! grr.. life. i hate it. why is it i am once bitten twice shy? why is it that all i can think of is whether or not this or that could happen?i need an anwser. your answer. can anyone in my family or frens notice what is happening now?
–i wana burst into tears. but i cant.cause what im crying for is what will never happen–
there’s no hope for anything in life now. 2012.waiting for you to come to end me.